Help

Help ya'll a while ago I realized I have a crush on my  fucking ELA teacher he literally has a son the same age as me that I used to talk to in elementary with wtf is wrong with me he literally has grey hair not like he's balding or anything it's just grey he might have dyed it idk but somehow I think he's hot  only a few friends know about it honestly I might just be into older men (I DONT HAVE DADDY ISSUES)