IM FUCKING CRYINV

LONG STORY BUT

ONE DAY MY DAD GAVE ME A SECOND PHONE. I STARTED TO LEAVE MY 1ST PHONE ALONE AND PLAYED, WATCHED, AND TALKED ON MY 2ND. BECAUSE OF THAT, IT LEAD ME TO THE FACT I THOUGHT MY FIRST PHONE WAS DEAD. (like, 0 percent or smt) AND BECAUSE OF THAT, I JUST LEFT IT ALONE AND MADE AN ALT ACCOUNT ON MY 2ND PHONE. I ALWAYS CHATTED WITH MY FRIENDS ON THAT PHONE. AND AFTER A FEW MONTHS, I DECIDED TO TURN ON MY 1ST PHONE. THERE WERE ALOOOT OF MISSING CHATS BUT I NOTICED MY LITTLE COUSIN CHATTED ME. (she's 1 year younger) AS I OPENED OUR CHATS, I READ "Ellie when will u ever be online:(..".  I FEEL LIKE SUCH A BAD OLDER COUSIN OMG. PLEASE IM FCRYINGGG. I FEEL SO FUCKING BAD.