Already?/Blogpost #10

Bla bla this is all nonsense get out if u dont wanna read smthn that makes no sense pretty much. k blog time, lets go bayybeeee

So! been....... 9 to 11 days? uh.. let me check. 8 days? since the first? uh oh god wait. wait im so bad at thinking. soooo... is this day ten? or. wait. its 9. 9 days. im so smart. im a genius. everybody praise me for my mathematical god-like-ness hell yeah

uhh... yeah. 9 days. or 8. ugh whatever 8 days. call it 10 for simplicity sake. 10 days since i started this. aint that crazy? innit bloody wacko? oh stars too british. next thing i know mr. blobby is gonna get my ass, i cant talk like that. *wow* this is a mess, damn.

who knew that id do this more than once a day? weird. i dont have a point anymore. really im kind of just talking to myself.. i cant even tell if im energetic or tired or dead. whaaaats happening. am i dying?

no yr fine, chill girl. damn. uh,, yay. heres to 10 posts. blogs. im past 10 posts. whatever. what the fuck is going on with me tonight. am i... okay? do i need to go to the doctor? no i hate doctors. whatt. hm. let me,,,, collect myself.

I have obtained inner peace, reached nirvana, met god, whatever. im normal now. A crazy person wouldnt say they're normal would they? no. probably. oh no. my head is.. how much sleep did i get? not enough? no i slept like.. whats 6+3+3. 14. yeah. like 14 hours. damn. why am i... so silly? so goofed up? im like that twink dog that hangs out with the bitch ass mouse. Michael. yeah, thats probably it. what else would a talking mouse have?

wow im really... at least im not sad??? i?? guess? im not even.. i didnt do any drugs today. what is this. focus focus focus ahhhh aghh ahhahhhhh im screaming im screaming im screaming.

Now I'm normal. Today was quite the lovely day for all parties involved (Except for me, of course. I was quite tired and still am. Did I say 6+3+3=14? That's just wrong.) I made lots of food, went to therapy, and... did stuff in the woods. I don't quite know. I was just brought to the woods for an hour. I then had to guide someone back to civilization. What a weird ass thing.

Anyhow, I'm normal. Eloquent, even. Don't you see the way I am right now? So normal. Yes. Continuing on my previous statement; The woods are lame. It rained and I got all kinds of wet all over. that's the worst possible way I've ever phrased anything. Now.. should I keep my tradition of Never erasing Anything? I really shouldn't... oh well. I'm quite the stubborn bitch when I want to be. Guess I'm keeping it in!

Stars, this is the worst thing I've ever done. Not morally of course, I've done some terrible things after all. I'm talking about quality. what even is this. Is it because of the breakcore? I did listen to breakcore all day.. No, correlation isn't causation isn't cauterization. maybe because I only ate one massive meal like an hour ago after having a couple energy drinks? Thats it. Thats 100% it. god fucking dammit obviously like wtf. cmon what else could have done it, my hands are shaking like the The 1960 Valdivia earthquake. (Thanks wikipedia, for that little tidbit.)