to lament on the internet or to not lament on the internet...

the intelligent thing to do would be to write down my feelings in my journal...
BUT.
I'm... ya know....
I like having people justify my feelings... a pretty little book doesn't do that....
BUT x2.
The feelings I'm having will likely not get justified by strangers... I'll likely get told to end my life...
SO.
Journal maybe is the safer option...
BUT x3.
I really just want like an actual person to chitchat with me nd make me feel all good inside..
Like... literally anyone who isn't on the registry... >=[
BUT x4.
No one will NOT judge me!! (maybe)
......
I am so sad as a person, act completely wild around others but I can't think of more than 3 things I like.... I really just wanna talk feelings, not get judged, and be content with stuff but no time for that time moves TOO FAST!! ARGH!! 

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