raaahhhgggggghh more bitchin tw

It's been getting harder recently to stay clean

Whenever I'm alone I end up feeling like I drank a billion cups of coffee and have spazz attacks or wtv 

I can't help but act like it's no big deal or feel like I'm being stupid and begging 4 attention but I know that somethings totally wrong with me

I'll never be able to fully explain what's happening but I don't stop seeing figures and this is so cringe lolol but it is very lonely

It's very lonely home and with my friends

This is a nice color