burn out

i think i bit off more than i can chew and have been goin through a lot of family stuff. these past two days i've been sitting inside and trying to re center myself. yo necesito ayuda, pero yo no trust anyone else and i have a vision to take charge on.

i'm supposed to plan a music video shoot by may 6th, edit 2 videos (3rd is unreleased song i might not put out) and finish some songs and rehearse 1-2 times a week.

my executive function is not vibing with any of this at all.

i just switched meds and i feel like i'm just tired all day :/ like shlumped.

but they r rlly the only thing keeping me focused. maybe i just need to go back to therapy? lol

stopping is not an option, gotta keep on keepin' on.

next asf... (；⌣̀_⌣́)

adios,

- morphine <3