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[THIS BLOG CONTAINS REAL INFORMATION THAT HAS OR STILL IS HAPPENING IN MY LIFE, I HOPE ONE DAY THESE EPISODES WILL HELP SOMEONE OUT THERE]
- March, 2013
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The next day, I spent most of the day observing other female students who were getting attention from the boys they were interested in. Some girls used their sex appeal, which ofc was out of the question for me. Some had incredibly big personalities that again was out of the question.
For some reason, I started to think about how the shy anime girls from my favorite shows would do it. In most cases they would leave a note where they would admit that they liked the boy and if they liked them back. So I wanted to try it on one of the other shy boys from one of my classes before lunch. But ofc my plan failed and he did not respond.
During study hall, I was getting more and more frustrated, I wasn't good looking and I didn't have enough confidence to imitate the other girls. So the only thing I could think of is impressing him in a way that was truly me. That's when I noticed a group of students playing 21 questions amongst each other. That's when it hit me! Now I had the perfect plan.
At lunch, as I was walking to the table, I noticed that ghetto big girl trying everything she can to get Chocolate's attention, and it seemed to be working. But I didn't want to give up. That's when I asked the group if they wanted to play truth or dare. Of course they all agreed, and it honestly took the ghetto girl a lil but to agree, but she did.
We all began to play and it was all going according to plan. Suddenly, Chocolate was becoming more and more interested into getting to know me by asking me truthful questions. And of course I played along. The ghetto girl was obviously becoming jealous, so that's when she dared me to kiss the ugly boy at our table or to propose to a bunch of popular boys.
I didn't know what to do. I didn't want to kiss the ugly boy bc I didn't want to look easy in front of Chocolate, but I also didn't want to publicly humiliate myself in front of the whole cafeteria. So, I decided to kiss the ugly boy. Once I did, I noticed the ghetto girl laughing at me, and I heard a snap from a camera phone. I stopped kissing him and realized that fucking Discoball took a picture of us. And this nasty ass boy had his eyes open the whole time. The ghetto bitch started to call us a 'cute couple' and Chocolate looked disgusted.
I was incredibly embarrassed and disgusted but even more angry at Discoball for taking the damn picture in the first place. After lunch, I pulled Discoball aside and confronted her about the situation. I accused her of being apart of the ghetto bitch's plan but she kept on denying my accusations. She tried to calm me down and tried to prove her innocense by deleting the photo but I wouldn't listen to reason.
Later that day, I went home and ran into my room sobbing. I couldn't believe what just happened. I felt like my life was over, and my chances with him were no longer. All of a sudden, I receieved a text message from a random number.
I grabbed my phone and I couldn't believe who it was! It was...
END OF EPISODE ONE
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