LOVE?!!

I know I'm not perfect but I just want to be the only one in his eyes and for him to love only me it sounds possessive and my God I love him too much that I only think about him it's like the cure for my damaged heart
I no longer know if I live to think only about him or if I think about him to be able to live.
very cheesy but it makes me feel happy and loved in a way that matters