entry-7

april.23, 2024

a lot has happened but idek if I want to go into detail atm

I still think about the same person every day and everyday I tell myself I don't care in hopes i'll believe it, but I know that's far from the truth. so I keep making decisions i'm unhappy with hoping it will force me to move forward(it never does) I know how it looks and may be confusing but I don't see a point in explaining, at least not now.  I wish I had a real interest in others, I wish I didn't hate everyone except you. I also feel like a fuck1ng cornball whenever I write/talk abt this especially since i'm talking to a wall but wtvr

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