new moon 24th~

hi! oh my god! it's genuinely insane how much your life can change in a couple weeks hah. the start of this year was a total overload of emotions that threw a wrench in my progress, but i'm finally feeling back on my feet. i'm really happy i get to post a positive update xD

have u ever met a greedy rich person before? they have everything handed to them so they’ve never learned what it means to appreciate life. they’re never satisfied because they don’t know true despair or loss. this is not all rich ppl some still have perspective but its a thing w some, we all know its a thing. for me it really has served my soul to go through so much pain & lose all control. now i see every peaceful silent “boring” moment as true bliss. when i feel really humble and small and focused like this it's impossible for me to deny that magic is alive. i've been going dancing. i have a big mosh bruise. and doing interviews and i'm doing my driving test soon and i just feel like, a functioning person? lol? i think i'll always have a little weirdness about me. i'm 3 months sober, that's a big one. i'm helping run an arts festival in may and going to a poetry event later this week, and my first poem will be published officially in june! and i got paid for it! slowly the tides will turn. things will begin to stand out to you, little beauties you never noticed before.

i've made the stride to get assistance for my mental health, i'm starting therapy in a couple weeks, & for once i'm feeling a very steady and regulated sense of self. usually i'd have episodes of productivity before completely crashing ↘️⬆️⬅️↕️↙️↗️⬇️🔄. my friend called me well-adjusted the other day!! i never would have dreamt of being called something like that a year ago!! LOL. i'm not saying everything has gotten better overnight, it's taken months of terror and grief to get to this point, i just feel confident enough in myself to trust change. i've been very in touch and hyperaware of myself. i also feel very spiritually connected.. i never intend to but i always end up posting these blogs on astral-significant days.. the stars always look out for me 🌷🌷i hope beautiful beginnings blossom for everyone during the new moon. i want to fly over everything and never look back

XO K