my beautiful girl

everything about you hurts so fucking bad but I think I'll always go back. you slap me in the face and beat me totally broken but you're also the fire I run to when I cant see anywhere else to go. My friends don't like you. should I Listen though? you've always come back. I always come back. running like a lost dog until you pick me up and hold me so tight that my ribs bruise and stick out and I turn all disgusting and worn. Not fucking sick enough for anyone to care though. hold me tighter please. stop letting me run away.