wednesday 24/04/2024

today my friends from primary school and i sorta planned (not rlly planned) to go out together to the mall and stuff. i really want to see them, we haven’t all met up in such a long time, but i just had a sleepover yesterday and stayed at that person’s house all day. it’s the first time i have gone outside (sorta) since the beginning of the school holidays (i’m in aus) and i feel like that was enough irl social interaction for me 😭 i feel sorta tired and stuff and not bothered to dress up (i literally ALWAYS want to dress up). also one of my primary school friends is all popular now and that sorta scares me. her personality changed and she is well known. i’m scared to meet with her because i’m weird and i’m scared she will think i dress weird and stuff. it is currently like 12am nearly 1am as i am writing this lmao. i sorta hope that i do go out, i mean i want to be like i’m not a very motivated person.