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why tf i have to eat?

i dont want to eat, food is disgusting and i dont want it im my body for more than half an hour, if i have food in my body i want to puke it all. When I look at everything im eating, i feel gross and i want to get that out of me, i like to puke, it makes me cry and it makes my troath hurt, but i feel better when i puke.
people always tell me "if you dont eat, u die" but sometimes it feels gross to eat and i dont want to, i dont wanna get fat for eating to much.
but i HATE thinking like this about food, because im a guy and dont wanting to eat is a girly thing, and im supposed to think like a boy, and all i told u about before is a girly thing, and i must behave like a boy, but im not doing


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im not a professional but it’s clear you have some sort of (possible sensory?) sensitivity to food, if you can find more bland simple foods that are easier to eat like crackers maybe that would help. if you are able to please talk to a doctor about this. & not wanting to eat is a problem that needs to be addressed, not a “girly” thing. i hope you’re able to find foods that are easier for you to eat & that you can talk to a doctor soon <3


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