Heyoo, actually I don't even know how to start this, its been like nine months since I used this.. but like anyways, i love that no one could see this or understand this because my English is trash and stuff, so I can speak freely.
Today was weird, I have this weird thing that I do usually that is wake up with energy and happiness, just to make sure to stay positive so I can handle school and everything, and of course I did that today, but some friends started to bother me with their problems, I have one friend that its like popular and stuff, and all my classmates love her, but she acts stupid and swears that everyone hates her ???? the thing is she's my best friend, and today she told me that one guy talked to her saying that he was still in love with her (Because they were a couple, now they're only friends) and he felt confused, etc etc, so of course she showed her conversation on instagram with him to me and other friends.
She did it all day, she said repeatedly that he talked to her, that I had to see the conversation, and yeah, anyways I just tried to focus on me. But there's another friend that told me today that she made out with someone she was talking with, but the thing is she has a boyfriend, AND SHE WAS STILL ASKING ME WHAT TO DO.
What I try to say is that this happens everyday, and when I say its everyday, IT IS EVERYDAY, honestly im tired, I really care about my friends, but im starting to feel worse and worse, because their problems are affecting me even if I doesn't have anything to do in there, I feel like they're forcing me to have an opinion towards their problems.
I really try to be a good friend, but in this type of cases when you just try to focus on yourself and your friends are constantly bothering you doesn't help you at all, I ended up the day tired and sad, and I really don't want it to be an everyday thing, even if its already like that.
That's all, thank u if you reached at this point!!!!!
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