I feel like a poser

I think I should research more about emo bands, like, I researched a lot more about the history and origin than about the songs themselves

I know that music is the most important part of the subculture, and I regret not having researched more about it, I feel kind of bad for calling myself emo but not even knowing exactly which bands are emo or not

I love the subculture, I love the music, I love the origin and I love everything around this subculture. I feel really sad for not having researched even the most important part properly 

Anyway, that was just a rant, I know that complaining won't help anything

I'm just going to go back to studying and researching more about all this