4/22/24

i am truly sorry for not making any blogs . .  school is getting a bit too stressful ,  barely any freetime these days . .  i am currently in math and suffering .

the school suddenly told all of the math and english teachers that we'll have a huge test thats 50% of our grade ,  and we only have 4 weeks to study for it .  everything we've learnt has barely anything to do with the test ,  so its going to be very hard . .  not only that ,  but i got really unlucky this year and got the worst teachers ever for math & english !  so im praying that everything will be okay ,  im trying my best .  

the other day ,  we had a small quiz in english and we all finished pretty fast !  but we're not allowed to do work from other classes ,  so most of us just closed our laptops .  i was rereading tgcf ,  however ,  my teacher was really angry about the fact that everyone finished before class ended .  mind you ,  it was only 4 questions and she has the desks arranged to where she stands behind us the entire class period looking at our screens ( which means she knows for sure that we did our work ! ) .  she said " thank you for finishing it all so fast .  now i know to make it much ,  much longer ! "  as if she didnt give us 50 questions to do in 35 minutes last time . .  i was able to finish it since i used to take advanced classes ( the english class im taking right now isnt advanced ! ) ,  but its definitely hard for others who have never taken them .  she always says its unfair for us to do other classwork in her class ,  but its totally unfair to be so rude to us all of the time .  she got mad when a girl was doing a project for her history class after finishing her work and asked her " do you think you're special ? "  in front of everyone else .  the " homework is meant to stay as homework " mentality is so stupid ,  because what else do you think shes supposed to do after shes done with all of her work ? !  isnt it good to take the time to finish it all as soon as possible ? !  not only that ,  but my english teacher makes everything due by the end of the period or at 4:30 pm ,  which if you cant tell ,  pretty much implies that she wants us to finish our english work in other classes before school ends .  she doesnt let us do other work in her class but she wants us to do her work in other classes ?  get real .  she fucking sucks .  ( yes ,  she also says " the bell doesnt dismiss you ,  i do ! " ) 

i personally think its very important to put stuff up atleast a minute before class ends so people can get to their classes much faster .  our hallways are thin and long ,  and we're not allowed to go to the restroom in class time anymore without the higher ups bitching about it !  in fact ,  we need a special written pass with our teacher's signature ,  the time we left ,  and our names !  we can never use the same one either ,  so thats class time wasted on the teacher writing the pass !  also ,  its close to impossible to go to the restroom and walk to your class in time if its at the end of the hallway !  they also threaten us to cut our lunchtime in half when attendance for students is under the average of 95 % ,  and yes ,  they have done it before multiple times .  why does everyone have to get severely punished for the 5 % ? !  school just sucks so much . .  

basically ,  ive been a little miserable lately now that the school year is ending .  this is my hardest year so far despite not taking any advanced classes .  you'd think that they'd have mercy on us now that we have about 4 weeks until school ends . .  they really dont care .  by the way ,  ill have 2 class periods off next year since ill be a senior ,  so im not sure why my english teacher's reasoning to make everything stricter is because we'll be a senior next year .  as far as i know ,  every senior ive talked to said its their easiest year !  school is truly horrible .  to my english teacher ,  this is why everyone i know talks shit about you .  this is also why nobody didnt give you anything on teachers day .  fuck you ! 

okay ,  thats all !  have  a good day everyone ^__^  hope its not as hard for anyone else !