I hate it

My class is like some bunch of idiots. My classmate, who likes to joke about men's asses and ask me vulgar questions (including questions about the size of my brother's genitals, my ex friend btw), joked that she loves my brother and now he is being shipped with this classmate and I hate it. This is fucking uncomfortable and I want to tell them all “shut up, bitches, this is not funny, this is disgusting and not cool.”

But I'm afraid to get involved in this shit, although I want to protect my brother, because these fucking cringes ship real people, especially if one of them doesn't want to (I think my brother doesn't want to be shipped with some girl, who says weird things). I'm so disgusted to hear this and I don't know what the hell to do. I want to defend my brother and tell them to shut up because their jokes aren't always great and not everyone is willing to put up with it. 

I'm worried about him. I don’t know, maybe it’s me who feels so uncomfortable from this situation, but it seems to me that my brother is also uncomfortable (well, I think so, but I know for sure that he probably won’t like it)

I hope this makes some sense because I'm angry about this situation. I do not know what to do. I'm worried about my brother. I'm fucking worried about him. I'm angry, I'm sad

I know, it's probably not really bad, but i CAN'T STAND WITH THIS SHIT 

This results in my fear for my brother, that he will not be able to stand up for himself.... I fucking hate him sometimes, but I want him to be safe and not suffer 😭😭😭

Sometimes it seems to me that he is the youngest child, and I am the eldest overprotective child in the family. I fucking just want everything to be normal... Without that shit. 

I don't wanna go school tomorrow