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i guess this is kind of a vent so please ignore this if you don't care, just don't leave hate or unhelpful comments.
lately a lot of people have been asking me for relationship advice, but the truth is i have no idea what i'm saying. i mean yeah, i've been in a few relationships. but every single time i've been dumped, cheated on, or used. i don't know the first thing about relationships. but people are always asking me for advice on their romantic situations, and almost every time my advice helps them. even in situations i've never experienced or ones that i couldn't come close to imagining. i just somehow know the right thing to say. every night when i lay in bed i think of all the advice i've given, and how it's affected people. but none of it's been honest. i just say whatever feels right, and pray that it works. but nearly every time it's right. i feel like i'm losing my mind. even though i'm helping, i still feel like i'm deceiving people. what if one day it doesn't work, and i ruin someone's life? what if i trust my own judgement too much, and someone gets seriously hurt? i dunno. all of this is so weird, and i'm sure i'm just psyching myself out. it's probably just a coincidence. it's late, and there's no point in me dwelling on this shit when i should be sleeping.

goodnight.

sunday, april 21st 2024
9:05 pm