get 2 know me!

hi!!

since it's my first proper entry i was thinking i could give a few tidbits about my lore life!

i've always liked finding out fun facts about other people, and i think it gives people a better or clearer idea on who you are. or at least who they think you are.

so after reading, it's completely up to you who you want me to be in your head ^__^! i could be a:

• 55 year old man living in a musty basement with 3 pee bottles on the floor surrounding his computer and beat-up mattress ORRR
• i could be a cute magical girl discovering the beauty of friendship and the whimsiness of every day life ORRR 
• you can take me at face value and for what i truly am! a 20 yr old final year college student with 324728 backed-up assignments that are screaming crying n shitting asking to be completed

the choice is yours! i hope you're ready to read some of my darkest and deepest secrets. at the end we'll have something very special and parasocial (yes yes!)

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1. i've been on the internet for as long as i can remember (not an exaggeration). obviously at the time i had loads of fun but in retrospect my unadulterated access to the internet was.. scary to say the least! at least i can say i've already speedran all the cringey phases you can have
2. my birthday's on 5th january 2004, making me a capricorn! capricorns are supposed to be ambitious and work-oriented. i relate maybe 60% of the time. i'd tell you my other placements (moon, rising, venus) but i won't, because even i don't completely understand or remember what they're supposed to mean either
3. my favourite drinks are diet coke/pepsi, sparkling water, chai (<333333) and matcha. bonus points if the matcha's on the earthier and a bit more bitter side.
4. i can speak 2 languages, english and malay! i'd love to learn more but i lose focus really easily. if i had the money i'd love to enroll myself into a language class. maybe i'd like to pick up mandarin or german
5. i have a pet leopard gecko named blondie. she's a pale shade of yellow which is how she got her name. i had a mantis before her named brownie (bc shes brown lol) but she died a week ago TT miss u brownie... im actually deathly afraid of lizards and bugs (especially flying ones) but the two of them made me get over my fear a little bit!
6. i collect cds :] i've been collecting them since i was 14 i think! most of them are secondhand. so there really is a thrill and adrenaline rush when you find an album you like after sifting through billions of other cds. last night i got my hands on a no doubt cd. SO HAPPY. it had "don't speak" on it so of course i had to copppp
7. despite having a really bad pain tolerance, one of the bravest things i've forced myself to do is get a navel piercing! and i absolutely love it. i'd rate the pain maybe 5/10? i've seen people rate it lower, so i'm sure they're just better at handling pain than me. the healing process has been hell though
8. i love dressing up. i think i always have but lately i've been loving it a lot more! my friend who's interning with a very popular fashion e-commerce platform from where i'm from contacted me to ask if i could create content for their social media. so you can imagine how much fun i've been having building outfits and filming. my boyfriend's a great help at directing and styling. i hope one day i can post outfits here! i'll find a cute way to censor my face first lol
9. i love horror RPGs. the love started of course from watching pewdiepie's let's plays of those games. i've played a few myself, and i really enjoy mad father and misao! i have corpse party on my 3DS, so i'll try it out soon
10. the primary reason as to why i made this account was just to treat it as an online journal and to make friends. i watched an anime where the heroine's been making friends online and playing games with them, i really wanted that for me too ^__^" i have friends IRL of course, but it still gets lonely sometimes
11. BONUS! ChiChi is not my real name of course hehehe it's actually derived from the word 'orchid' since i really love orchids. i love flowers in general. and Orked is the name of a main character from a local movie series i like

that's it! i hope you enjoyed reading this super self absorbed post about me X3

you can always add me as a friend and chat with me me (read my dni first!) so then i can learn more about all the awesome people on here >< if you're too shy, that's ok! no pressure

if u made it to the end of this post here are some questions i'd like for u to answer in the comments! :D it'll make me feel like im talking to the wall a little less mwahahaha:

1. what games do you like?

2. what made you get on spacehey?

3. would you rather be an ant-sized human or a human-sized ant?