Why is Coming out so hard- istg ppl r so judgy

so ive been scene for a while now but like its in my own home locked away In my room i wish i could go out and Rock it but like ppl judge so much b4 even getting to know the person my own FAMILY doesn't like it so they knock me down when i WANT to go out and rock my own body guyz What do i Do!!!!1!1 (OMG THIS PERSON IN THE COMMENTS THING WAS RANTING ABT HOW ITS A PHASE IDK WHAT I DID BUT THEY DELETED THE COMENT-)