Ouchies!

Who the fuck looks at old friends social medias? Me, because I am an idiot. I don't know why it brings me so much pain to think about him when he left me, but not knowing the reason why he left is just leading me to realize I was a big problem. If you ever read this, just know that I know it was my fault. And just know that I'm sorry, even if apologies don't mean much, especially in this blog that you aren't garunteed to see. 

I've got so many feelings about this, it's not even funny. Am I allowed to feel bad in this situation though? I don't think I am. Should I even be curious about him? No. Should I just try to keep forgetting about him? Yeah. Why the fuck did I do this? I don't fucking know. Call me crazy.

-Eddie.