I ACT LIKE ITS MY BIRTHYDAYYY EVERYDAY!!!

okay so the new taylor swift album dropped yesterday, it was AWESOME. definitely a strong #2 for me bc 1989 will always be #1, but i feel like its only a #2 bc i can actually relate to most of the songs for the first time?? in short, i got cheated on and broken up with 5 days ago (4 days before the album) soooo the songs about joe/matty hit SOOO hard LOLL!!!! 

the break up sucked, im really hurt because the girl he was cheating with had gone on my instagram page a month before and left tens of comments telling me to go starve myself and calling me a fat pig so like?????? thats what im most upset about lol!!! bc how are you gonna cheat with HER of all people you know? but its fine bc i got to reconnect with one of my good friends over it and shit so like... not too sad anymore LOL. more so annoyed bc me and the girlfriend and I had a two day long shit talk session about how he was so awful and manipulative and a gaslighter and she WENT BACK. BRO SHE WENT BACK WHEN I LITERALLY BEGGED HER NOT TO FOR BOTH OF OUR SAKES . 

worst first relationship ever somehow he was my first kiss but also never held my hand or hugged me or took me on a date LMFAOOO and he told me to "keep this a secret" immediately after kissing me.... the flags were SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO red im just colorblind

but its fine!!! new taylor swift was awesome!!! i cry alot but i am sooo productive its an art :P