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i never though i could get along with a guy like him, he's so perfect to me, everytime i see him i hear in my head "ur so fcking special, i wish i was special" i just love him so much, i wanna be with him all the time, i want to be special for him,i want him, i want him to want me, i want him to love me like i love him, i just want everything for him.
the problem is, he always says he's straight, he jokes saying "im gay" sometimes, but he always says hes joking, but he always says he love me so much, as a friend i guess, i cant stop thinking about him. I cant also stop feeling guilty for loving him, i need to erase this feeling and seeing him as a friend again.
what do u think?
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bloomay
OH POOOKIE it's such a sad life trope honestly :( like sadly it won't work out if he's really straight... i guess you need some time to understand if this is true love or jus infatuation... anyway i hope everything gonna be fine for you!
wish you wel <3