princess is blogging - carrie bradshaw type of beat ˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆

welcome to my blog hot bitches! as i was creating this account, i thought about the old times when ppl used to share their most random thoughts, moments, pictures, videos, etc on myspace and sites similar to this, and honestly for the sake of early 2000s we should bring blogging back. old fashion style. needless to say that technology these days is way more advanced than back then which is why for the privacy reasons i'm not going to share my entries publicly. if you're interested in my content and want to be a part of my blogging journey then feel free to send me a friend request as i'm going to share my posts to friends only. :))

so about me.. what about me? to be direct, i'm a 20 year old queer bimbo from estonia, whose life is a total mess (i mean you're going to find out why in my blog soon) and who in her spare time is trying to heal her inner child by practicing mindfulness, making everything as pink as possible, painting seas and skies even though she sucks at it, eating mcdonald's chicken nuggets, and also destroying it by engaging in self destructive behaviour, such as excessive thrifting, online shopping, self-sabotaging, shoplifting, oversharing on internet and pursuing her career as an alcoholic (i know, not funny, but i'm being dead serious). besides dealing with my destructive coping behaviour you're probably wondering what is this girl doing with her life right now. well, i don't have a picture perfect answer for you but what i can tell you is that i recently graduated high school and decided to take a gap year to take time for myself and learn more about different cultures and languages by doing volunteer work abroad (mainly in europe). but considering the covid situation, i'll have to wait at least 2 months before i can volunteer. this is something i'm actually looking forward to though!! 

if i would have to describe myself only in a few words, i would say i'm an easy-going, bubbly, authentic, chaotic and caring person. i like being around ppl and be the life of the party, but mostly i prefer just spending time by myself, whether it's by drowning myself into books, tv-shows, music or writing. or you know if i really want to spend my alone time wisely, i'll watch the ceiling for hours and think about why the fuck do i have to exist in this sick world. but then again, life literally itself is meaningless unless you give it a purpose. therefore, you have two options: whether you suck it up and pretend that you are so interested in this pretentious stuff that our society likes to push us to think like or.. you continue doing whatever you want and be a self-deprecated nihilistic bitch 'til you die. moral of the story? do what ever the fuck makes you feel alive and happy. but please don't do it in a way that will badly hurt others, your existence is not that valuable for you to get a free pass on being a dick. 

last but certainly not the least, what kind of content i'm going to create on my blog? well, stacey, that's a good question. mostly, i'm going to share my personal life with you guys, so all of you nosy bitches are welcome, and maybe i'll give you an insight of my thoughts on some random topics. critical feedbacks are welcome in my blog, and of course, i'm always open for an open discussion. ugh how could i forget the most important thing.. you'll get to see a lot of glitter texts and stickers, i think it's more fun and unique that way <33

thank you for taking the time to read the whole post! hopefully i'll see you on my blog in a new post. ps i'm going to publish a blog entry about moving on from toxic relationship in a bit, so if that is something that interests you then make sure you don't miss it;))

love you bitches, xx mini ♥