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The dark night of all souls
We are entering a delicate phase, everywhere it begins hefty to blaze. But we are still at the beginning! It's the start of the time of sinning. Resist all the vices before your eyes. And do not trust all the cheap lies! The fight will rage for a long time. It'll be fought until the last dime. Money will definitively lose its power. This will be the dawn of the holy hour. When everyone is utterly desperate. We'll have fulfilled our needed fate. Then the world will blossom anew. And the sky will again turn dark blue. (written by KiBLS) Written: 06.11.2019 | Published: 15.11.2020
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Zigzag Buster 🇺🇦
This poem sure hits home for me.
It's been a while since we've been in touch. Yes, the poem is indeed very profound. I'm glad that you seem to be doing well and that you have enjoyed that poem. Thanks for your feedback and have a great day/evening! :)
by KiBLS; ; Report
I’ve been dealing with harassment from an incel lately, so I’m actually going through dark times right now. Wish me luck!
by Zigzag Buster 🇺🇦; ; Report
An incel? So someone who hates you for having sex and he doesn't? :D lol... I didn't even know the word until a few minutes ago... what new things and words there are suddenly nowadays :D lol...
But in any case, good luck/success with your dispute :)
by KiBLS; ; Report
He doesn’t hate me for having sex. I don’t pursue sex with women. He hates me for the fact that I can have platonic relationships with women and that I’m better at having good relationships with women than him because I actively refuse to be misogynistic to them like he does. He goes by the name “honestguyintelligent3022” or “Honest Guy” for short and he’s been using his YouTube channel to harass me by lying and publicly shaming me in front of his audience online.
by Zigzag Buster 🇺🇦; ; Report
Well, any attention you give him will only motivate him to keep publicly bashing you on his channel, I think. I would just ignore him and let him do his thing because there's nothing you can do about it anyway. Although you could report the videos where he insults you, but I assume that will have little to no effect.
Most people don't learn through teaching but through experience. Nevertheless, I wish you good luck with your plan/action! :)
by KiBLS; ; Report
And then you should ask yourself the question; is it good for you to deal with the person in this way or does he make you feel unwell? Or do you think it will lead you to a positive goal? If you don't feel uncomfortable, you can keep trying to educate him, but as soon as you feel uncomfortable, you should leave the matter aside because it doesn't help you but rather counteracts your development. But that's just my opinion. Because from my point of view, 80-90% of the people are misguided or strongly influenced by the media, TV, newspapers, social media, etc... but I don't have to argue with everyone who posts something (negative from my point of view). Some people are worth being helped, and some (or many) are not, so you have to distinguish for yourself where your own seed can take root or where it hits dry ground :D lol...
by KiBLS; ; Report
All I’ve been doing is ignoring him and he still continues to escalate. The whole situation has gotten so bad that he actually tried to steal my home address from me by pretending to be a licensed prosecutor here on SpaceHey so that he could use my private information to blackmail me. He is beyond redemption at this point.
by Zigzag Buster 🇺🇦; ; Report
Hm, here on spacehey you can also simply block such people, then you won't see their posts anymore, their channel will disappear and then it's all quiet. My blocklist also keeps growing a bit, but for reasons I don't yet understand :D lol... because every now and then (i.e. from time to time, not regularly!) I discover a channel by chance that blocked me without knowing me or have ever been in contact with me, so I also block these channels in return...
Because if you say he won't stop, does that mean you're still following him and listening (or reading) to him? Ignoring is when I no longer give someone any attention or any energy/focus. But you have to know how to handle that kind of situation. It would be too annoying for me if I had to talk against a wall and somebody doesn't listen to me. :P :)
by KiBLS; ; Report
You don’t get it. I haven’t been communicating with him for a long time, but he has still been trying to dig up my home address so that he would have the ability to breach my privacy and potentially expose me to in-person harassment. The guy is outright committing felonies just to make me pay for defending a girl that he was bullying online.
by Zigzag Buster 🇺🇦; ; Report
Hm, as long as you don't give out your address, everything will be ok. You should never do that online these days anyway. Just like you shouldn't upload pictures or videos of yourself. But I'm very paranoid when it comes to that topic :D lol...
Hm, it's fascinating how intrusive and annoying some people can be. But one thing is for sure; the more you deal with the person or pay attention to him, the more he thinks he can win at some point. That somehow has psychopathic qualities.
I assume it will subside in a few weeks or months when there's nothing more to hear or read from one side (i.e. you've blocked him too). There's no point in chasing after ghosts you've met at some time in the past, even a psychopath should understand that...
Otherwise, don't let him trigger you. He writes to you; block him, he writes about a new account; block him as well :D lol...
by KiBLS; ; Report
And it's generally difficult to deal with mentally unstable people. But apart from ignoring them, I can't think of another (easy) solution... because what do you expect from discussing with someone like that? You won't find any common ground, only topics of disagreement... so any conversation is therefore pointless from the outset...
I hope that things will soon settle down for you :)
by KiBLS; ; Report
The problem with blocking him is that he could harm the very girl that I gathered the courage to stand up for. He actually threatened to dox her if I blocked him. Like I said before, the harassment is so bad that it actually involves felonies being committed in the process. This is gangster behavior. This is conduct that involves acting like the mafia just to have one’s own way.
by Zigzag Buster 🇺🇦; ; Report
Hm, I can see that it's a difficult subject. But if you and the girl are blocking him, shouldn't it resolve itself over time? Otherwise, maybe you should consider to go to the police?
Unfortunately, I don't have any experience with this kind of situation. No one has ever wanted to kill me and even if someone had, I would hardly take him seriously, but rather consider him as mentally ill. Which he obviously is (as you describe him and the situation). But it is a difficult situation, even if the girl has already provided some more contact details.
by KiBLS; ; Report
The girl didn’t give the incel any contact information. He found her contact information himself. Just so you know, he actually has evidence that he sent sexually explicit Discord messages to a 12-year-old girl against him.
by Zigzag Buster 🇺🇦; ; Report
Hm, well, pedophilia is (at least still) a heavy criminal offense in most countries. And in the case of pedophilia, death threats and public denunciation and/or insults, I might consider involving the police. Especially because the girl is already in immediate danger because he apparently has found her real address and is threatening to you to kill the girl/child... quite blatant :/
by KiBLS; ; Report
Just to clarify, I don’t think he has the 12-year-old’s address, but he does have the address of the girl that he dated (she’s an adult) and I do have evidence of him engaging in intimidation against me. The problem that I face at the moment is not proving that he’s guilty. The problem that I face right now is trying to get identified so that my report can be investigated. You see, the FBI doesn’t have any records of me in their bureau, so it’s challenging for me to get things done because they don’t recognize that I exist.
by Zigzag Buster 🇺🇦; ; Report
Hm, so apparently he's from the USA and you're from Ukraine... that seems to be a bit problematic... but you should be able to contact your local authorities and they will then contact the relevant authority (in the USA) in an official matter. I don't think the FBI is responsible for this, but rather the normal police and then a court, but who knows... and yes, your data would then be exposed, which can also be problematic... really a tricky situation somehow... :/
by KiBLS; ; Report
I’m not from Ukraine. I’m an American who lives in India. The reason why I feel that the FBI should get involved is because he has committed federal crimes online.
by Zigzag Buster 🇺🇦; ; Report
Ah ok... that makes the whole thing quite uncomplicated in principle. You'd have to go to the embassy in India or something? But I think the FBI is responsible for completely different types of crime (somehow much bigger?), but I don't really know anything about that either. Here in Germany you would probably just file a criminal complaint with the police and see what happens... but other countries; other customs... but since you live in India and he lives in the USA, you should be relatively safe in principle. But well... as I said, I wish you all the best for the resolution of this conflict. At least I can understand why it's bothering you so much.
by KiBLS; ; Report