annoyinggg

it's so hard for me to make friends, especially ones with an actual connection. I mean like, i have friends at school, but we don't have much in common. It makes me more aware of how socially inept I am and I hate it so much.

The only person I feel a connection with is my crush... but idk if he even likes me as a person. I don't think I'm hard to like? (that sounds a bit self-centered sorry) I mean I try to be as nice as I can to people, and I stay out of everyone's way and keep to myself. Why can't I talk normally either? I stutter so much and I mess up my words, it's really embarrassing. School is just tooo much, I can't stand going every single day. 

This is all so stupid !!!! agh!!!!!!!! I'm so frustrated!!!!