Vent #2

Is it weird that i feel bad one day then the next day im fine

I SAY that im depressed or suicidal

But my mood keeps changing to where i dont wanna die at all

Just because something good happened

But i still feel like dying

Everyday i can feel like im going to cry 

When there's nothing to cry about

Things that i used to be happy about feel like a simple

"Oh that's cool i guess.."

I wish i was more happy

But when you really look at ME in general 

What's there to be happy about?