masc and skirts...

i have imo successfully been making my closet full of scene fashion (bless being an independent adult since i didnt get to be scene in 2010) and one thing about it is that its been making me more confident in how i want to be perceived, and after being on T for 3 years i want to like... embrace the fem looks i denied because i desperately did not want to be associated. funny how i want it now that i feel comfortable being masc lol?

anyways, the ONE thing i know often occurs in scene fashion are skirts and i especially see tutus?? while i started going masc because i wanted to not be seen as a girl, my gender goal is "be confusing". i want to have my deep voice and my facial hair. but choose whatever clothes even if it "conflicts" and honestly, more so if it does. i managed to start getting into makeup to help with that but otherwise its still been the same with pants and shirts. instead of being seen as trans masc or fem id rather just be an androgyne. so that means i really want to wear skirts to start that conflicting look, but even when i was a young girl growing up i didnt wear them because of how much they were associated with being feminine and i didnt like how "exposing" it felt. (also... cant lie, being a bit fat now doesnt help with feeling self conscious about how i look with one on too.)

i am curious if any other mostly perceived masc people wearing skirts feel about it. any thoughts on it or how you maybe beat any anxiety about doing it. i feel like i will eventually power through but it has been hard imagining it.