me when i go non verbal (vent)

i got a test 2day & i start crying cuz i knew i went awfull

i drew my hand again & i did pawpads,,,,,,,,,,,,,ngl it made me feel a lot bettr -__-

but its annoying cuz i wnna talk 2 my frends but i just cant generate the words even if i alrdy know what 2 sayyy o___0 

im just,,,, not able 2 speak (thats literally the meaning of non verbal) 

butt ig im starting 2 feel way much bettr ig, i just- atleast need 2 speak some words _ _ ""