can't you?

sometimes, you don't want a solution. you feel as if there's no coming back from the terrible things you've done. maybe you take it out on yourself in a subtle way, like not caring for yourself properly, or targeting other people to make yourself forget about your actions; a way to stop reminiscing about your decisions and what they've done to you, good or bad.

you might forget, but they never truly go away, do they?

after everything you've been through, after all of your sacrifices... and after all of your decisions, they've shaped you into the person you are today, packed with experiences and knowledge of situations you don't want to get into again.

at the very least, you know what not to do, and that's a good thing too.

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You may not want to love yourself anymore, and it may seem impossible...

.. but you can do it!

You've been through so much... you can forgive yourself, can't you?