Randy, my love.

 I've been dating this guy for a month now and I really like him, he makes me so happy and treats me with respect. Sometimes, I just feel like he's out of my league. He's so much more popular and attractive than me, and I don't wanna be seen just as his girlfriend. I wanna be seen as someone who's just as cool as him. I envy and adore him so much. He means the world to me, I wish I met him sooner. He's so sweet to people and has such a good sense of humor and style. It's hard to ever get mad at him, and when I do it's for such silly reasons, and I get over it in a few minutes. I'm worried he isn't opening up to me as much as he wants to. I feel like he has something to say but wont tell me. I want him to feel comfortable around me and not have to worry that i'll judge him, because I most certainly won't! His kindness seems to be taken for granted by some of his friends lately and he seems upset, but it appears he doesn't want to talk to anyone directly about it. It breaks my heart to see him upset, it truly does. Oh, how I long to hold him and make him feel safe in my arms. I hope you see this Randy, I love you.