guide to the weird guy in the corner (me)

HI

so

idk how to star

here I will describe my social needs or something

this is unnecessary and attention seeking behavior 

"why is he looking at me like that?"

I had no idea. in fact, I am assuming this is an issue. 

it is not personal, it is:

• I convinced myself that I am inconvenient
• I don't know how to talk to more than 2 people at once (info overload)
• I'm working on something frustrating and don't want to affect you
• something distressing went down outside of the current social Environment

how to assist when behaving like Creature

• if I appear angry, I'm just goin through it. small normal interactions help me feel reassured, but don't force yourself. I won't snap at you but you'll know if I need space if I can't reciprocate much. and I will be fine in an hour ovo
• if I sound scared and distressed, ma bad o^o that is an autistic meltdown. I would like to be comforted however you like to comfort people. I am not touch averse. again, don't force yourself and I will recover regardless.

pro tip: remind me to breathe. I have a "first aid kit" on my phone that I often refuse to use IAM STILL PRACTICING