[WIP] Week 2! (rfdd?)

HI yawlls welcome back to my recovering from depression diary?? (question mark compulsory) where i write down what i did because otherwise what would I even do to motivate myself out of bed

Monday 15/04/24 - Uhm Monday

Rating: 3/10

Did I even do anything today? Did some sewing im proud of. Binged youtube.

Tuesday 16/04/24 - WALK! I went on a WALKKKK!

Rating 8/10

Pls be proud guyssssss I went on a walk today! I went to get some groceries and went for a walk around the town before grabbing like bread and chicken and some fruit. I picked up some pinecones and walked by the big lake and it was actually very nice <3

And then I tried looking around the library!! I borrowed three books Im excited to reaaaaaaaad!

Wednesday 17/04/24 - ew

Rating 0/10

I went to the dentist today. The dentist roasted me to all hell because my teeth are in bad shape. And then they did scaling and it really hurt. then we went out to lunch, and we ate sushi which was going to be good. but it was SO expensive. and there was WAY too much food and my mum wouldn't order less food. and i hate wasting food especially expensive food so i tried to eat all of it. oh boy. i have to physically stop myself from throwing up in the bathroom. i felt SO SICK. and if u dont know i have a frickity fracking eating disorder (ednos) and i just felt so awful mentally too. and it doesnt help that i promised to buy my mum coffee but i felt too sick, and my younger siblings were BEGGING me to buy them desserts and i just got so pissed at them all. and we were walking around and we had to jaywalk and running made me feel SO SICK. oh my god. and then at the train station on the way home i saw these two girls from my school who bullied my friend last year. i hate them buuuut i had to smile and say hi becauz my mum was there... and i didnt get seats on the way home. i just slept on the floor of the train. today sucks. and all my friends were out in the city having fun together without me. i hate instagram stories. 

Thursday 18/04/24 - Mind Blank

Rating X/10

Mind blank. Can't remember. Probably sewed. 

Friday 19/04/24 - Con Crunch

Rating X/10

Don't remember either... Definitely con-crunched for the convention on Saturday.

Saturday 20/04/24 - Gaming Convention

Rating 6/10

I went to a gaming convention today yippee gengames. I wore the cute new egl jsk i made over the past few weeks. Snuck outta the house bc Im like that. Anyways I tried to take the train with two of my friends but the weather was SOOOOO BAD. the train was PACKED and there was a miscommunication with my friend and we got in the wrong carriages. so the trip there was AWFUL. it rained SO DARN MUCH. one of my friends lost part of their cosplay on the walk there, and we got lost because some random man gave us the wrong directions. anyways we got there and honestly i had a great time, but a very short time. underwent severe social anxiety (heart eyes emoji here) walking to the shops to buy smth, and kinda just hung around and got pics with cool people. i had to run to the train station in the rain alone, but then missed my train (Hearteyes emoji here) but I got a seat all the way home and snacked. i was so tired. i bought a cute minifigure of riko (it was a lovelive aquors blind box) and some gifts from ppl which was sweet <3 

wish the weather was better and less people were on the train. would make the day SO much better.