eating lunch alone

my best friend (which is kinda like the only one i have) hasn't come to school for like two days, i mostly had to eat lunch alone but i realized it was much better than eating with people. :0 no one was talking to me i didn't use my brain i didn't talk to anyone i didn't think anything i didn't feel anxious i just ate. it was so refreshing eating alone for once, i realized i've needed it for a long time now.