i don't know what i'm doing

ok i like know what i want to study and stuff that being art history but i've gotten all the decisions back from the colleges i applied to and i really have no idea which one is the best decision to go to 

i mean there are two that i don't really want to go to all that much just cause they are pretty close to home an i want to move away and dorm since i think that will be the best course of action for me 

but overall i don't know what to do and my parents are honestly not being the hugest help like ik they want the best for me and are trying and we're all going through this for the first time together but i just haven't found what i'm looking for in what they've said not that it's there fault or anything but yeah 

and i tried talking to a couple of my friends about it but it's hard for them to help since they are going through the same kind of choice which totally makes sense but still leaves me with like no one to really give me a bit of guidance

cause i know ultimately it's up to me but i just don't have the ability to imagine myself anywhere other than going to school every day and living at home like i have forever 

ughhhhh idk i'm bored, tired, and restless when it comes to this with how much i have been thinking about it and just want some fresh perspectives if anyone's willing ig