girlfriend left me

i fucked up hardcore but yknow what, thats life so im moving on

im getting better as a functioning being. going home and showering first, keeping track of my dirty clothes being clean, making sure my room is clean, and just being happy naturally.

being in a relationship hard shifted my needs and requirements sexually and appearance wise and now i can finally go back to being feminine like i used to be. it feels good and im embracing it more. i think this is how it should have always been.

think having time to focus on me and my time might help me. trying to juggle someone else maybe wasnt for me to begin with. i dont like having to constantly be someones priority because it doesnt leave room in my brain to treat myself. i think ill be okay in the end

"some things never change, and maybe thats okay"