Life

🪐So here's my first entry I suppose life as of late has been a roller-coaster of emotions I really don't know how to feel or how to handle some things and I'm not depressed that's not the case at all but sometimes things just make me feel or just act a way like people will act fucked up with me and then wonder why I'm mad or / be feed up with there shit and honestly I'm the nicest guy you could ever know ik I talk alot and joke alot but that's truly the case and I've done fucked up shit thats not apart of my character and I've done fucked up shit to people that I actually like and love also it just seems like im bad with love or honesty I don't know how to explain it exactly but I tend to overthink then think I'm not good enough and self sabotage etc etc then you have people that play over you and Don't give a flying shit about you or how you feel I had a situation like that it wasn't the best but it was a good learning moment I try and take everything as a learning moment and I have learned that I shouldn't just be in a relationship to just be in one I should find someone that wants to build with me and vice-versa also I shouldn't fly off the handle with everything because it doesn't fixes anything and a whole bunch of other shit but I don't want this to be 3 pages long soo im gone cut this one here I'll probably come back tomorrow and talk about some random shit like always so yeah I love yall and I'm going to sleep🌸🖤

Also shout out too my close friends yall really do be getting me through alot