4/13/24

ugh. I'm literally not even old but it feels like my check engine light is on. this is the second time in like six months that my ~hip flexors~ [fake] are too damn painful bc I spend all day every day sitting in a desk chair. I work in an office and then come home and sit on my computer until like 2 am. then I wake up and do it all again. and I'm barely allowed out of the house so it's not like I can just go to the gym or park after work, I'd be interrogated to hell and back. not worth it.

dunno what I'm gonna do about finding a new job. don't like thinking about it. plus I mean,,,,,,,,,,, if being stuck in a desk chair all day does this to me, it's not exactly very nice to think about the future.