horror oc blog !! vol.2 (TW: HEAVY TOPICS !!!)

ok so this is basically why aj is the way that he is. This does NOT glorify ANYTHING aj has done, he is made to be a disgustiing person that ppl hate, i'm happy u guys hate him bc i was scared soemone might b like "he's not that bad.." but yeayyayeya

when aj was a child, he never had a "full" family. all of his siblings weren't his siblings. His mom was an escaped mental hospital patient from Maine. she moved to Louisiana when she had aj, her only real child. aj and his adopted siblings got abused a lot, mostly his siblings. some of them would escape the house and others would either starve or get beat to death. aj's mother spent most money just adopting more children, she felt like it was "fun" to see them hurt. the only one who would listen was aj. since aj's mom was spending sm money, she didn't get that much food. whenever one of aj's siblings would die, aj and her other "good children" would get dinner which was their dead siblings. aj was mortified but since he suffered through it so much he soon became infatuated with the taste of human meat. he had lost most feelings and was homeschooled. no one really knew aj or his family existed. aj and his siblings weren't let out much as children and seeing animals was one of the greatest things to happen in their day. as aj grew he started to become aware that every new child had a dead line and that they would soon die, he always wondered when his was. one day, aj's mother had no more money left. she killed off aj's siblings one by one for food until it was just aj left. aj knew his time was going to be up, he was willing to let himself die until he had actually been confronted by his mother. he wrestled with her for a gun until he finally shot her through the stomach. knowing that she was gone, he didn't know what to do. all he knew as a child was hunger. he then ate her and left the house. he didn't have that hard of a time moving into society, more socializing. he copied the people he met and took their personalities. one day, aj met a woman named Ophelia Wells. he knew he felt different about her. he told her his feelings after a lot of bonding and they started to date. aj had no interest in being lovey-dovey at all, he had mixed up his love for her with hunger. when Ophelia came home from work he told her he was hungry.  when she asked him what he wanted to eat he asked if he could eat her. she obvi took it the OTHER way and he went into the kitchen, took a knife and stabbed her in the arm. she started screaming and as he stabbed her she kept asking him why he'd do this, he told her she'd never understand. when she passed, he sobbed a lot. he couldn't stop himself from crying. he wished it could've been different, he wished he could understand how to love like she did. he will never know how to love and that was the closest thing he's gotten to loving some1.

aj's childhood hasnt rllly changed in the final product but w/out the cannabalism n stuff !! aj feels s3xu4l towards people he consumes since thats what he thinks love is. he's still a horrible person nonetheless. thats why he does what he does !! blog 2 finished !! bai !!!!!!