first blog

hello

i think ill just start by introducing myself. im 23 and live on the east coast in america. i haven't really done a whole lot with my life so far. i've been working ever since i turned 16, but im still kind of broke right now. i moved out of my parents house about 3 years ago. things have been really hard but im still making it by, 2023 fucking sucked for me not gonna lie. i got broken up with, and had my whole life flipped upside down, i was with her for like 6 years so it took a lot for me to start to feel normal again. but so far, 2024 has been pretty good. im feeling better. but ive had a fuck ton of problems with drinking lately. so ive stopped for about 2 weeks. i guess ill update on that another time lol. but ive had addictions in my life ever since i was 13, my relationship with drugs is very rocky and i try to be self aware and not fuck up too bad. anyway i have a lot of stories and things ill probably share on here. im viewing this as a sort of private thing for me to have that i wont share with any irl friends. so if your reading this, you can be my new internet friend and we can read each others blogs. its kind of comforting to write shit like this. i also write poetry sometimes, and make songs, so ill share some of that on here from time to time. anyway i think thats all for tonight, hope you are doing well