bro this is crazy

Ok, so basically i just saw this tik tok saying "me when i realize i am everyone i have ever loved" and i sat there sooo confused for a second then i read the comments talking about the egg theory. i fs sound crazy but i literally get it bc its happened to me! so basically my first best friend was the person i wanted to be so bad like i wanted to switch to their life so insanely bad. My second best friend was like also someone i felt i couldve been, i saw so much of myself in them and we were so similar. i loved being a little nerd about so many things that other people wouldve found weird but we were so into that stuff. she also had a lot of tendencies i feel i wouldve had if i didnt stop trying to be like her. the first guy i ever went out with was literally me but with more free time on their hands. ok and then this other guy was a little stoner and at the time i hated people who smoked so bad like i was the biggest smoker hater ever and then i fell into that category so how mf funny. then this one guy was me if i was accepted by my family and expressed myself as like gay. i dont know how to say that without it being like mean but he was me just as out there as i couldnt be. and then i went out with a little hood rat and omg when i tell you this man was the sweetest person ever bro and i barely knew him. i think i really fell in love because i felt like we were meant to be together but he was lowkey dl and like had too much going on for us to work. i literally met his parents bro and at probably the worst time too buti had a ohase of wanting to be ghetto so bad and do hood rat shit, so like he was me if i had gotten cuaght up in that. as im writing this i feel like its so mean but im just really describing how these people are and how i feel the egg theory makes sense to me idk nobodys probably gonna read this anyways. my current best friend is literally me if i was a girl bc id go boy crazy too being so mf pretty. oh yeah my ex is me if i was a grindr local and a fatass cheater. so basically i think thats all the people that ive loved and kinda how i think ive been them or maybe i just sound goofy but idk iw anted to make this longer i just dont know how to say stuff sometimes and its also late, i should be asleep anywasy so goodnight (bro ur the only one here)