Week 1! (rfdd??)

Hi squad welcome back to my mini blog-series 'recovering from depression diary?' question mark compulsory

Anyways I'll be uploading this in weeks, Monday-Sunday style and I'll keep editing it throughout the week. 

{11/04} THURSDAY - School Trip

Overall Rating: 5/10

I went to the theme park in the city with my year group today. I love thrill rides and I tried to enjoy the day but a lot of bad things happened as well. Either way it's a special day. 

First of all I had to turn up to school early (ew) but it was only by like 10 minutes so that was chill. All morning this girl that I really don't like kept giving me and my friend the stink eye while I was trying to talk to some of our mutual friends which was SO ANNOYYYING. I might rant more about her sometime but for now know her as this super annoying toxic friends who's just so annoyingly similar to me. And I really like all her friends but theyre obviously closer to her than me which is so annoying.

But anyways we took the train, and I sat with two of my girls (and some random lady since there were no seats) and we kinda just sat there awkwardly bc of the lady. Once we got there we actually kinda had fun for a the first 10 minutes we went on a small rollercoaster and looked around. And then one of my girls and i went in line for a ride and BOY was that a stressful three hours. 

THREE HOURS in the line... And I was surrounded by like... scary tall normie teen guys (from other schools) who were all pushing eachother around and being weird and like pushing ahead in line (hence the three hour wait).
My girl and I are like asian chicks built like twigs so we got pushed around a lot, and soem of our other friends who were also in line dropped out bc they got so annoyed? and the two of us just waited for SO LONG. we almost got like crowdcrushed by the ppl around us... q.q but the ride was so bangerrrr
also like some 13 year old boy commented on my scars like... brother what r u gonna do it lmao

anyways we ate our packed lunches and reunited with our third friend (who was too nerv to go on the big ride we waited 3 hours for) and we like did stuff but i was just done after that experience. we went on more rides together and we played arcade games (blew $12 for NUTHIN) and idk we ended up just leaving after a bit. 

afterwards we got to take the boat to the city which was SOOOOO cool tho! i love taking the boats around esp cause it was free since we were in uniform. anyways we walked to a 7/11 and got slushies (I didnt get one but i stole like half of a friends) and then we kinda just went and got our respective trains home by like 3pm

my trains were kinda f*cked up and i had to switch trains a few times but at that point i kinda just autopiloted my way home. but at the end of the day i kinda was happy because i got 12K steps (crazy wowowow) and like went out and did something i could never do outside of school and like got super tired for a good nights sleep. 

{12/04} FRIDAY - Last Day

Overall Rating: 6/10

I like... told myself Id go on a walk today. oh well.

today was the last day of the first term of school in 2024!! thats ike crazy 25% thruuuu wowowow. anyways uhm we had some meh classes nothing too awful. i got assigned a crazy ton of homework for the holidays tho which was so annoying. 

uhm we had like maths which wasnt as bad as usual cause i got my stuff done and just lay down lol. then textiles where i designed a bag im gonna make and gathered a bunch of materials so i can make it durin the vacation, and then like history which is usually rlly ew but i just did nothing bc my group did all the work the lesson when i was sick (skipping school and bedrotting) and then we had sport we just did some sorta dance and it was like fine i like sport no effort involved

uhm anyways on the way home i ended up spending like $20 on snacks for my rabbit (my son and love of my life the reason im alive) and then some food for myself and my girlies. and then i had to pee really bad because i drank a whole thing of ice tea. 

so at home i did a REALLY FUN THING!! i got tickets 4 the MOTHER MOTHER CONCERT IN NOVEMBER! yaaaaaay!!! but it was like $90 so i was like happy-unhappy. going with my girlie everr im so excited honestly

also i had to do a bunch of paperowkr after dinner because i had was like procrastinating for forever so i like did it in return for not going on the walk i said id go on. ugh i had to send so many emails on a friday night i hated it.

anyways i could NOOOOT get to sleep for like HOURS. even tho i have an early morning on saturdays (unfortunately)

{13/04} SATURDAY - slave to capitalism

Overall Rating: 5/10

its 5pm and im like still trying to tell if i liked today. ok so idk i went to work. i went skating in the morning. i like did stuff and was productive. but that doesn't make the day much better. 

{14/04} SUNDAY - sunday

Overall Rating: 2/10

uhm i dont like sundays. i didnt have korean classes today which was good though. but i really dony like sundays I have church and i do NOT enjoy it. uhm i ate a donut it was really bad.