just saying shit

Hi guys, its my first blog and i just wanna say that i hate everybody. i hate going to school i literally cant take it anymore im so close to being finished but this year has definitely been my worst. i miss my bestfriend bro she was actually the only person i never felt judged by and actually saw me for who i am. nobody will ever understand me like she will and it sucks we dont see eachother anymore bc i need that bitch so bad rn. nobody there is like me and its so hard to find anyone that wants anything to do with me and i think for the most part im just scared to put myself out there bc its too vulnerable for me and im scared to get walked all over.  Why do people act as if theres nothing wrong when they clearly have a problem. why cant they just say what theyre feeling instead of making the situation more awkward. i also really don't appreciate anyone judging the way i live my life because why are you so worried about it bro, ur not me so might as well get over it. i have a lot i want to put on here but i think thats it for tonight bc i just sound dumb and its late goodnight pookies (me talking to myself).