NO friends, NO bitches, ZERO swag

I NEED to get out of the house. I am a certified hermit, guys.

I don't have any irl friends. I haven't even made any friends through school, cause I do online schooling. There's like 0 interaction between students on there. Although, there are sometimes student outings/events that you can go to. I should probably try going to one someday.

Idk. I could also try going to places where I see cool people more often. Like Barnes and Noble. or the record shop.(There's literally nothing to do where I live.) It's just always so hard and awkward for me to try and talk to strangers. 

I'd LOVE to go to another con. I went to my first one last year, and it was really cool! Met Christopher Wehkamp. I didn't talk to anyone, but it seems like a place where it wouldn't be hard to find and make friends with like-minded people. Too bad it is expensive as FUCK to go to those regularly. or at all.

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ANYWAYS. This isn't really me venting (at least not in a, "guysss I'm so alone and saddd, talk to mee :'(," kind of way) I'm just thinking out loud I guess. I am a little lonely, but I wanna actually do something about it. Try a little harder, y'know? Online friends are awesome, but I have trouble keeping up with conversations, I often run out of things to say, or my texts start getting dry. Actual face-to-face chatting feels easier than messaging. I just want a few friends I can see in person and hang out with.

So uhm yeah. I need to start trying harder, and get out of the house more often, social anxiety be damned. (tbf I don't have a drivers license, so I can't fully dictate when I can go out). I'll make some friends someday :) (soon, hopefully.)