Writing For Others

I have a problem. Everytime I try to start this blog post, I find myself completely, entirely wrapped up in what other people will think of it. I have started this blogpost at least 10 times, with at least 10 different openings, about 10 entirely different topics. I cannot move. I am stuck in a headlock performed by my own self concious. Writing has always been deeply personal for me too. So of course the natural thought is that I would like to share it with others. But it is against my nature for I am a sneaky creature of the nighteth. ha.ha.ha.ha..... Anyways, the point is that I would like to tell you much more than I am currently able to, but the tombstone piledrive position my ego currently has me in makes the blood rush to my head AND makes it hard to type! Again, anyways, my writing is not something I share. It's private for me, its where I get to do whatever I want, so of course I don't let other people onto the playground. But, because it is important to put yourself out there and grow, I am putting myself out there and attempting to grow. So thats what this is. An attempt to better myself and better my writing by submitting it to the great, vast place. Thank you for reading and goodbye!