"SIN"

looking at you

your devilish charm, 

sinful stare, eyes that harm

I face toward the stars

hand in hand, against these scars, 

every night I hope, I pray

I hope nobody sees the sinful way

the way I stare at you from behind

if only you hadn't been so kind

that first day, my hatred built

now I sit in my grody, disgusted guilt

I beg God to change me, forgive my sin

but yet, no matter how much I plead, my only wish is to touch your skin

forcing myself to hate you, although I know I don't

no matter what I do, I can't, I won't

your eyes, your lips, all so graceful

gosh, these words are .. shameful.

forgive me Father for I have sinned

but it was you who made me like this? ..no, no it wasn't.