yapping session

Idk why but life nowadays is weird. It's like everyday is the same but yet diff, i also feel tired all the time no matter what, there is somethinng wrong with me but idk what is it. Also i don't want to grow up, rn i have to study very hard cause my grades will play a huge role on my future career or whatever. I also feel like im missing out on my teen years tbh. I'm tired of everything tbh i need to travel and start a new life somewhere else like litterly. Yk even tho im stressed abt my future and grades and education, i can't get myself to actually study hard idkkk why and its so annoying because like i really want to work hard but i have no mottivation. I hope that i can get myself to work harder and get amaazing satisfying grades!!! ^^