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Why?
This question is stuck in my mind since 4 days, 4 days that I've been crying every night, feeling so lonely and stupid.
Too many thoughts, too many feelings, Was it my fault? Was it his fault? Can I do something? Could I do something? Is he ok? Did I hurt his feelings? Why did I wrote that? Why didn't I just shut the fuck up? Why did he do that? Why now that nothing makes me happy? Why now that I can't breathe in the nights? Why now that I don't know what to do with my life?
Is he angry? Will he talk to me again? Has he forgot me? Does he hate me? Am I a toxic friend? Am I?
Was I important to him? He was important to me
I don't know what to do know, I can't talk with my friends, I can't talk with my family, I can't even leave my room.
I want to go back in time, to the good times.
I miss him, I miss him so much, and it hurts a lot.
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Laphne
Hey Eli
I know you been struggling for a while, but it's best I say something because it's been too long to see you suffer. I have been in this situation before, and it sucks to be cut off but sometimes crushes aren't always as it seem, we end up having enfatuation for people but it doesn't always last. Sometimes we miss people, we want to go back and change things. But we can't because it's too late. If you keep holding onto your crush you won't be able to grow into the Eli you want to be. Don't have regrets, because in life we need to learn lessons, and we end up realising that not everyone last forever in our lives. We ask was it me or them? It was just the intense situation... I know how it is to have nights where you look back, but you have to be strong present day because past is gone. It has been roughly 4-5 Weeks since you've been in this loop.
Going on Tinder might not even fix it, It could even make it worse if you fall for the wrong people. Some people might just want to use you, and not even care about how you feel. Unsubscribe from his blogs, leave the Tinder, practice your self love. Lets get Eli back. You can do it! You will get over him.
My Discord is laphnestyle, please reach out to me if you need to vent. I love you sis, you got it. Lets go! Come on!<3
LIFE IS TOO SHORT FOR THIS, YOU CAN GET OVER THEM! KEEP BEING STRONG! <3
by Laphne; ; Report
YOU'RE GONNA MAKE ME CRYYYYYY ( ╥ω╥ )
Thank you so much, really, thank your for taking the time to read my blogs and bulletins and understand me, it's so sweet, and thanks for the advice <3
You're a really good person (≧◡≦)
by Eli's mind; ; Report
YOU GON ADD ME ON CORD RITE? (You ain't got to) JUST TALK TO ME IF YOU NEED ADVICE!! YARRRR -w-
by Laphne; ; Report