bad morning (4/6/24)

this is mostly ranting so skip if you want

alright so i found out why i was so miserable yesterday (shark week. NEED testosterone ). i regret putting my tea in the fridge last night because now i want hot tea and i only have cold tea punches the air. at least it still tastes good. and midol pisses me OFF with the packaging for their heat patches  " Hey Hot Stuff " Do you wan t me to kill myself because  i will .

i dunno what i'll do today because i planned to play catch up with school this weekend and today i was gonna go to an arts and crafts event but never mind oh god never mind i am not leaving this house unless it is burning down

also annoyed because of my dinky little earbuds .one of them doesn 't charge unless i monitor it to be sure it's hooked up right so it's only left ear audio most of the time . also annoyed because my room is a mess and it's bugging me but i feel too shhit to clean . etc .

i hate taking pills unless i absolutely have to so i'm gonna hope the heat patch lasts and after 8hrs i guess i'll take somethig for it . i have to take my meds too but i don't wanna . life is so hard