guy best friends?? (rant-ish)

what’s yall opinion one them me personally I sorta want them like I grew up with boys and having boy cousins and I was in friend groups with them untill high school and hormones got involved. All I want is a pretty guy best friends that’s COMPLETELY platonic and who’s into fashion. Btw I feel like romantic partners don’t full count as best friends or maybe it’s just my BPD make me feel silly I don’t know why I really want one. I just think I’m weird T-T